Resetting the restart

My entire life I have been an awful habit builder. Great at making others a priority in my time. Not so great at managing ME. I love street running… well I used to? I generally fall into poetry… but don’t write much anymore. I love things!!! I run to try new things..always. But I tend to fall off before it sticks?

Yoga, drawing, running, journaling, cooking..I could keep going, but I’ll spare you. I think I just love the experience of “new things” !!! I’m up for any adventure, with the most excitement. A risk taker with caution after the fact.

So to be really REAL; there are only a few things that I have stuck with. My career (hair therapist) 25 years now, my current relationship/marriage (love of my existence) 18 years together/11 years married and obtaining the title MOM (raising 6 kids) 5 boys and 1 girl and if you want to include tattoo lover (because they each tell a story) and I will always welcome more! Outside of this, my interests are all over the board.

I think I often raised my kids under the “try as many things as you can, before you can’t” “don’t just say no, because you’re afraid; you’ll regret never trying” (obviously drug use is not included) “forever be true to YOU- like you, love who you are.” “Love being weird” “own yourself and don’t change for someone else”

I stand by ALL of these statements for myself too!!! But sometimes I still feel lost?

I am Resetting my Restart.